It was a video I’d been meaning to watch. Kinda like a train wreck really. I knew from the note about it, it was gonna be about a topic I’ve harped upon with disgust and sadness really. A state of affairs I’m fed up with. I’ve given up pretty much. This is a lost cause. There is no fixing. Even as I believe that my disappointment is to wholly fixed in me, I’ve seen and been a part of enough discouraging situation to know this to be true.
Bitches Aint Shit !
This a quote from someone close to me.
The issue is with woman and what they want. Or, women who don’t appreciate what they have. Who don’t realize what is best for them. Women….They are complex creatures. They defy logic as thought out by a Man. Men think logically and women emotionally. That has to be the root of the issue. In the video (above) a wife complains that her husband is “too nice” for her. He cooks and tells her he loves her. While she offers a nod to his good qualities, she misses the point. Much to the credit of the judge here, she trys to put it into the proper perspective: “You’ve got a good man who any woman would love to have do the things he’s done for you.” and pretty much states what’s true about this woman: “Stupid” , “Selfish”, “You need to grow up.”
Why, oh why is this the case? Why do women choose to disregard what would seem to be good men and instead choose the ones who are ultimately bad for them? In queuing up this blog in my head I figured it comes down to emotions. Emotions and “Emotional Maturity” (more on this). Basically woman want some drama. They want someone interesting. Someone who will stir up emotions in them that , by nature they react to. It seems to be the logical reason. That and the fact that women have been with bad men and just are accustomed to being treated badly like a bad man can treat a woman. With little respect, selfishly and in an abusive way. When I think about it it really makes me feel sad. Sad for them and sad for the guys like myself who want to be and are, by nature good, who have to deal with these women. Women who think they know what they want but don’t really. They’re not really honest with what it is they truly want.
Two personal experiences in the past few years reflect this. I’ll try to be brief. Basically in Scenario #1 I befriended a single mom with kids who I met on an online dating site. We became friends and were very close. I’d already eliminated the idea of a romantic relationship with her based on her history and where her heart was at the time. I was very good to her. Did a number of things that any friend would do for another. Went the extra mile. When she met another guy , she chose to hide it from me perhaps thinking this would disrupt our relationship. He was truly a Bad Boy and picking up on them being together made me realize I had to decide what type of relationship we’d have. I chose to make a go of it between us. It didn’t work and ended up with us splitting up. We even went to court kinda like in the video. It was over something that now seems rather trivial but it formally ended things between us. I moved on yet appreciated the good things she did for me. But I was Textbook Good for her and that she chose someone Textbook Bad just made no sense at all.
Scenario #2 was with a woman I’d come to know for a number of years thru our online connections. We , too had a good friendship forged thru our online connections. We never met yet nonetheless shared a liking for one another. We were friends who stayed in touch with one another online and thru other means of communications. In this case I too played the role of good friend. I really adored her for who she put herself out to be and as a friend wanted to do what I could to help her be all that she could be. Nurture the Good Parts. Yet when we finally did meet in person it was a disaster! With one glance at me she quickly dismissed me and was starkly and in a bizarre way very different than the person I’d come to know and expect from our years of knowing one another. I was very quick to cut her out of my life. This could go no further. I lamented this loss and tried to fathom who she really was in blogs here. It still doesn’t all up. Sometime after this parting of the ways I noticed she wrote a blog that referenced “Emotional Maturity”. That some people lack it and gathered that this was a reference to me (and her). It made sense. This was a woman who has been twice divorced with a string of failed relationships. Something was wrong about her decision making. But from her perspective I’m sure she sees things just a bit differently.
Each case gets into the issue of Good Men and our plight. How we try to forge relationships with dysfunctional women. Now I say this understanding that just as “Bitches Aint Shit”, neither are some (many) Men. Some men are just as bad if not worse in their treatment of women. Some are shamefully bad and an embarrassment for good guys. But the lament here it that there are women who just cannot (will not) distinguish between what is Good, healthy and right for them and what is Bad, unhealthy and not appropriate for them. Some women do lack that emotional maturity to logically accept a Man, despite his shortcomings in their mind, and have what would truly be right and good for them. They get caught up in the emotions of a bad man and like it. Accept it. Even as it makes no sense. And sad thing of all is they KNOW this and they do it anyway. So nobody wins. The woman ends up with a mediocre and inconsistent guy and is quietly disappointed while a very good man sits on the sidelines wondering what’s wrong with him (and her) that she may not choose him. It’s very frustrating. I’ve only mentioned two scenarios. There are plenty more.
I say all this even as I know that not all women are like this. No indeed. There are good women out there. Women who are worthy of and appreciate all that a man can provide for them. Women who are grateful to have a good man in their lives and treat them as they deserve to be treated. Unfortunately these women are too few in existence and can be hard to find. A well-grounded woman who is comfortable with herself and willing to not allow the emotional drama to blind her from what’s best for her is a real Keeper. She gets it and when she finds a man who is good and wont fuck her over well… She’s got her Keeper. When you’re truly honest with what you want , know what it is that you want and are mature enough to accept it, even when it may not be all that you truly desire, then you’ve got that emotional maturity needed to have a healthy relationship. It should all be this easy !
My answer has been to walk the fine line of Good and Bad. Basically it’s Cocky-Funny as preached by dating guru David DeAngelo. Treat a woman like she’s totally into you and you’re just casually interested. With a cocky confidence that allows you to playfully point out her shortcomings and stir those emotions. Don’t be a dick but don’t be a wussy. Wussy behavior doesn’t get women. Cocky-Funny does. On this I’ve come to learn. Makes no logical sense but watch it in action and strangely it works like a charm. The only women who it can fail with are the “Very Beautiful” crowd. They’re so used to being approached and hit on by men that they are beyond such tactics. They see things from a different perspective. I’ve tried Cocky-Funny on my celebrity crush and stopped immediately. I don’t know her well enough to pull this off and she can surely cut me off with the click on a button. For me, with her, it’s about nurturing those good parts. I’ve said as much in the blog “The Afterglow” here on Excerpts I think she too lacks that emotional maturity as she’s now 40 yet not married nor in any apparent relationship, which is truly odd (See the blog “I, Claudia” here as well). I’m hoping some day she “gets it” and I’m the one she figures it out with. That would be heavenly…LOL!
For now though I’m here once again shrugging over another women who doesn’t realize her dysfunction. Doesn’t realize that she can have it all and it doesn’t have to come with emotional drama that she really does crave. In fact Cocky-Funny is about creating that emotional reaction while still being good to a woman, because you cant or don’t want to be a total dick even as guys who are total dicks do get the woman. Makes no sense and yet makes plenty of sense. And all the while the good guys wonder what the fuck !? I think I now know The Game even as I hate The Game. This is what it has all come down to for me. Surely I deserve better than this…
LRJ~